Andy just knows how to annoy me.
I went out this week end, and everybody was there (...even the unwanted), including Andy and Jake.
Andy, the a** hole, didn't hang so much at our table, but checked out and made out with some blond "girl". I thought it was inappropriate because it was Emilia's b-day. Him wanting to have a one-nighter didn't annoy me at all, just his rudeness.
I got closer to Jake, again: spotting on the dancefloor, dancing, talking, kissing... without much discretion. So now EVERYBODY knows. Yet, I don't care! I was happy and we were all having a good time. No regrets...
... with one exception close. Andy used the opportunity to talk to Jake and he apparently asked him whether he was going to date me. WTF?! Doesn't he know that guy friends just canNOT do that?
He still didn't tell me what J even said in their conversation.
... I am deeply annoyed.
"Good judgment comes from experience, and often experience comes from bad judgment." Rita Mae Brown
-Zelda
Monday, June 29, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Day 5: Boring day, bad weather
Omg I'm bored. I almost fantasize a head ache right now because watching Greek is my only occupation, and I've watched 72 minutes already.
I'm rethinking my last week end, cause my week was sorta lame, even if I did do something.
Why does Andy want me soooo bad and yet not show it to me in a romantic way?
Why do I feel so annoyed to wait a week to write to J, when I know he isn't boyfriend material?
I need to get out of here, into the sun. I only see clouds, so I'll keep whining I think ...
"The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time." Abraham Lincoln
-Zelda
I'm rethinking my last week end, cause my week was sorta lame, even if I did do something.
Why does Andy want me soooo bad and yet not show it to me in a romantic way?
Why do I feel so annoyed to wait a week to write to J, when I know he isn't boyfriend material?
I need to get out of here, into the sun. I only see clouds, so I'll keep whining I think ...
"The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time." Abraham Lincoln
-Zelda
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Day 4: Unusual compromise
This week end was crazy. No, it was more.
I had a picnic with friends where I ended up kissing Andy (who is trying to give up smoking). Emilia was fakely happy about that, of course.
We went to the colony bar to meet up with a buddy I spent new years with, Dan. He was with his friends, including a guy called Jake.
Before I say any more, the main reason we went to meet Dan ( I mean Andy, Roxy and I) was because Dan is "crushing" on Roxy, my close friend. She didn't know how he really was, and if he'd always talk about money like he did so far (which he didn't eventually).
Anyway, once Andy left, I got to talk to Jake. I was amazed by how interesting he was, and I was attracted. We ended up talking two hours, dancing 30 min and kissing I don't know how long. I felt the chemistry in all cases. He was almost too good to be true.
The one thing that spoiled my evening was my other ex, Damien, yelling at my face that I played with his emotions and that I think I'm better than everybody else. Wtf? He was simply humiliating himself and I didn't care a damn about him. (Of course he used my bathroom run as the opportunity to talk to Jake, which didn't effect J).
J was great, even walked me to the taxi. What can I say now? I had a too good time to exchange numbers? (thank god for facebook) He eventually wrote on my fb wall the next day, and all I think now is, I want to see him again !
I love flirting... but I'll have to wait 2 weeks till he's finished his exams to continue where we left off. How insane driving.
-Zelda
I had a picnic with friends where I ended up kissing Andy (who is trying to give up smoking). Emilia was fakely happy about that, of course.
We went to the colony bar to meet up with a buddy I spent new years with, Dan. He was with his friends, including a guy called Jake.
Before I say any more, the main reason we went to meet Dan ( I mean Andy, Roxy and I) was because Dan is "crushing" on Roxy, my close friend. She didn't know how he really was, and if he'd always talk about money like he did so far (which he didn't eventually).
Anyway, once Andy left, I got to talk to Jake. I was amazed by how interesting he was, and I was attracted. We ended up talking two hours, dancing 30 min and kissing I don't know how long. I felt the chemistry in all cases. He was almost too good to be true.
The one thing that spoiled my evening was my other ex, Damien, yelling at my face that I played with his emotions and that I think I'm better than everybody else. Wtf? He was simply humiliating himself and I didn't care a damn about him. (Of course he used my bathroom run as the opportunity to talk to Jake, which didn't effect J).
J was great, even walked me to the taxi. What can I say now? I had a too good time to exchange numbers? (thank god for facebook) He eventually wrote on my fb wall the next day, and all I think now is, I want to see him again !
I love flirting... but I'll have to wait 2 weeks till he's finished his exams to continue where we left off. How insane driving.
-Zelda
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Day 3: The routine
I was sorta expecting this week to be more exciting, but it might be better with less drama, as I'm non-stop tired and doing my daily fitness routine. I have not heard from Andy since he's talked with Emilia, and I don't trust 100% Emilia's version of the story as crushes do serious brain damage.
I've finally talked with Liam, who had been ignoring me for a month. I hate to know that he mostly ignored me because I "flirted" with Andy and Andy went to rub it in his face. Boys, boys, boys...
Some things never change. Like Liam and Andy getting each other jelous, neither one of them ever calling, Emilia giving me a different version of the truth, her truth, my BFF Phoebe totally off the map, Rosie being my only chatting buddy.
I have to say, even with their funny flaws, I love them all.
-Zelda
I've finally talked with Liam, who had been ignoring me for a month. I hate to know that he mostly ignored me because I "flirted" with Andy and Andy went to rub it in his face. Boys, boys, boys...
Some things never change. Like Liam and Andy getting each other jelous, neither one of them ever calling, Emilia giving me a different version of the truth, her truth, my BFF Phoebe totally off the map, Rosie being my only chatting buddy.
I have to say, even with their funny flaws, I love them all.
-Zelda
Monday, June 1, 2009
Day 2 : Drama Queen
Emilia is such a DRAMA queen ! Making a fuss because he ain't calling after she cried on his shoulder, telling me I'm cold! (sure I'm "cold" in her eyes I actually don't care when guys fuck up)
Poor Andy. Poor Rosie. Poor future husband. Were I her husband, would this be our ultimate divorce. Making a scene 1 hour long for a guy who calls her almost every day and just isn't in the mood to explain himself!!
She's comparing his behaviour with every other girl to their relationship and it's kicking on my nerves right now.
I need some sleep. We ALL need some sleep after such a scene. If she continues, she'll be able to forget her friends calling her at all.
-Zelda
Poor Andy. Poor Rosie. Poor future husband. Were I her husband, would this be our ultimate divorce. Making a scene 1 hour long for a guy who calls her almost every day and just isn't in the mood to explain himself!!
She's comparing his behaviour with every other girl to their relationship and it's kicking on my nerves right now.
I need some sleep. We ALL need some sleep after such a scene. If she continues, she'll be able to forget her friends calling her at all.
-Zelda
Day 2: P.S. We're not so different.
I'm not a coward. Not completely. I saw Andy today and it was just great. I understand him well and I think he gets me, too. Soon we'll be finishing each others sentences. One thing is for sure. No one, absolutely no one, knows everything about either one of us.
-Zelda
-Zelda
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