Day 21: On to a better place...

Just remembering last week-end, a very nice friday night. To resume?
- I love everybody that was there! No fights, no drama, everyone at ease. LOVELY! Everybody including Ally, my sweet classmate with whom I'm planning on moving to Uni in a far away place with. I was so happy that everything was like that. Yet, I'm worried I have better memories when there's someting crazy going on.
- "something crazy" did happen, but in my case it isn't crazybut normal=other guy. He was... okay. When I first saw him I thought he was really cute and had something special, which he has, but not a one-way advantage.I have no words to describe him and he did not mark his territory on me, for sure not. So, Next!
- I froze my butt off. Working 4 hours in the winter cold selling pastries might have been for a good cause, but I had a hard time staying. In the end it was fun, espescially for my ego. So many guys stopped for me, not the cakes!
-Liam came by for a few minutes after not seeing him for 6 months. I wasn't as happy as I thought I would be. He told me we'd be celebrating new years together, but told me a few days later it wouldn't happen. I wasn't even pissed, nothing!

Saturday I went on vacation to the mountains. I heard a lot of funny things from saturday night, but it didn't matter much to me.
Jake and Matt's names hitmy ears a few times, but I'm ignoring until it's forgotten. Why won't I cease caring?

Whatever, I can't wait to move with Ally, close to Rose (and Jake but wtf)and Andy has left quite an impression, writing and calling. Congrats to him!

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." Abraham Lincoln

-Zelda

Day 20: Where do I stand now?

UGH! I was having a great day with the girls today, until I saw Jake in the same store we were in. Big smile when approaching me, I bearly moved my mouth, said hi, and talked a little bit with Rose until leaving (thank Goodness).

Last night was... great/okay/interesting. Great, because I had solo dinner with Andy and we talked and talked and I noticed being his companion was quite good for his ego, seeing the remarks he got from others. Okay, because there was not so much atmosphere at the red club, and even if the music was great at the box, the people there were an embarrasment. Interesting, because I thought Emilia would kill me.

Otherwise I met a reaaaaalllllyyy good looking guy last friday and saturday, but yet he's just not very entertaining. Boo that sucks, I'm wondering if I even give a damn seeing him again.

Tonight my friend Gilles is coming over to babysit my brother with me. Gosh, all the commentaries I've recieved about a guy friend coming over!

Where do I stand? I went from liking to hating Jake, having the best dinner ever with Andy, not being interested in a good-looking guy and spending my saturday babysitting with a buddy. Fun, Fun.