I live in the unexpected, when it comes to guys.
Andy, who's got a dog's life, finally reacted to my strange drunk interest, two weeks late. He deserves a prize for his great timing. He told Emila, Roxy, and any other fortunate person near him that I'm behaving like his girlfriend.
Big word to swallow in my very single case.
Not only am I behaving like his girlfriend, but he's complaining about me treating him like a slut. The best part of all of this? The sentence of the week : I'm not her slut but I still want her.
You know it keeps getting better when Emilia totally makes a sour lemon face.My decision? Keeping my pie hole shut because I got all this info from Rose and Roxy. We don't want more people thinking there's something between Andy and I, because I've finally decided, I'm not interested. It might ocurre that when I'm lonely I use him to my profit, but even that would be going too far.
More news? Liam told me a week ago that he can't wait to see me and all... ending the conversation with a "Love you", until yesterday he told me he'll be staying a few days in Switzerland until he goes to Amsterdam for Christmas and New Year. With his two new blonde frienzies. Greaaat.
Another Scoop? Roxy will be celebrating New Year with me in Zermatt. The place where there's Dan and Matt and other guys. I can't believe she has thoughts I'll end up with my ex, again! I won't do that to myself, it already took me too long to forget him the first time!
I don't know how much longer I'm gonna handle this weird drama I'm getting without leaving the house. Andy thinking I'm crazy about him when Emilia is, Liam sweet interest in me and other blonde girls, Roxy planing a New Year I'm having a hard time to imagine...
And me going to see Rose at her university tomorrow for almost a week! Finally something good.
"A fanatic is one who can't change his mind and won't change the subject." Winston Churchill
-Zelda
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Day 14: When the knots untie...
I came back from my wonderful vacation in Santander on Satudray evening. Ever since, I've been sick. Today's Friday and I'm feeling a little bit better, but mostly out of energy. I've been in contact with almost all of my friends and I'm happy to be back, even though I made a great friend in Santander, an american girl, Marissa.
Now that I'm back, there has already been some sweet drama I didn't miss a minute. Andy completely ignores me. New girl drama. Phoebe's got a boyfriend. (Uh, uh)
I admit, Monday night a week ago, I told Rose that I might have real feelings for him and I'd be ready to do more with him and that she should tell him. Big Mistake. Now I have no idea how he's doing because he never answers until I write him really threatening messages. His answer? The I-could-never-ignore-you-and-I'm-just-really-busy excuse. I can't believe that's his reaction to my drunk I-wanna-do-you confession.
Laura, an already overly dramatic girl as it is, is making a scene after 3 weeks that Emilia didn't invite her to my birthday. I just pretend I care, because for all I know, I had a good time, and it's in the past.
Emilia's reacting happily to the fact that Andy is ignoring me. She's probably hoping she can get to him now. Well, from his fantastic behaviour all I can say is: Go for it! (not that I care anymore)
Phoebe's got a boyfriend for 1 month now. He's a great sweet guy I'd wanna have as a brother but not a lover and she's using him. Since she can trust this sweetie with anything, she wants to lose her virginity to him and then get onto other dudes. I must say, I did expect more from sweet phoebe gone bad.
As for roxy, dan is still running behind her, and soon it'll become to boring to hear. If she's interested, she should go for it, otherwise not. The problem? She's not sure. I mean, she's got my full support since half a year on this project, so she's gonna have to forgive me if I lose my patience.
It's great to know that all my friend's lives are moving, but what about me?
Resting in bed is perfect. I'm gonna need a moment to get back into the rythm of the city and the gossip, so a break is just perfect. It's been almost a month now, so I think I'm soon gonna be on the scene again, and this time I might even take over.
"We could never learn to be brave and patient if there were only joy in the world." Helen Keller
-Zelda
Now that I'm back, there has already been some sweet drama I didn't miss a minute. Andy completely ignores me. New girl drama. Phoebe's got a boyfriend. (Uh, uh)
I admit, Monday night a week ago, I told Rose that I might have real feelings for him and I'd be ready to do more with him and that she should tell him. Big Mistake. Now I have no idea how he's doing because he never answers until I write him really threatening messages. His answer? The I-could-never-ignore-you-and-I'm-just-really-busy excuse. I can't believe that's his reaction to my drunk I-wanna-do-you confession.
Laura, an already overly dramatic girl as it is, is making a scene after 3 weeks that Emilia didn't invite her to my birthday. I just pretend I care, because for all I know, I had a good time, and it's in the past.
Emilia's reacting happily to the fact that Andy is ignoring me. She's probably hoping she can get to him now. Well, from his fantastic behaviour all I can say is: Go for it! (not that I care anymore)
Phoebe's got a boyfriend for 1 month now. He's a great sweet guy I'd wanna have as a brother but not a lover and she's using him. Since she can trust this sweetie with anything, she wants to lose her virginity to him and then get onto other dudes. I must say, I did expect more from sweet phoebe gone bad.
As for roxy, dan is still running behind her, and soon it'll become to boring to hear. If she's interested, she should go for it, otherwise not. The problem? She's not sure. I mean, she's got my full support since half a year on this project, so she's gonna have to forgive me if I lose my patience.
It's great to know that all my friend's lives are moving, but what about me?
Resting in bed is perfect. I'm gonna need a moment to get back into the rythm of the city and the gossip, so a break is just perfect. It's been almost a month now, so I think I'm soon gonna be on the scene again, and this time I might even take over.
"We could never learn to be brave and patient if there were only joy in the world." Helen Keller
-Zelda
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