Since the christmas break, I've bearly gone out. I had once a drink with a friend in the ski resort and otherwise nothing until friday and saturday evening.
Friday I had a small gettogether, and honestly I had a great time because it was only with people I liked and it was entirely drama-free.
Saturday wasn't comparable (even if I preferred friday to saturday). We had a huge group celebrate somebody's birthday at a club that to my opinion sucks for the folowing reason: Everybody goes there. When I say everybody, I mean everybody I really don't want to see when clubbing. Consequence? I had an awful evening and was completely sobre, I didn't get to flirt for a second, I had to see faces I really never want to see, I had to "babysit" Phoebe because she was making a fool out of herself by flirting with Andy and then the guy with a reputation,I had to watch "couples" form while I sat alone enjoying the view on either my ex, his friends, or everybody that heard of Jake and I, etc, etc, etc...
So it sucked for me.
In less than a week I'm going back to the ski resort where Diana will also be and I REALLY hope that I have fun this vacation and that I forget last night completely.
Otherwise on my list? Schoolwork and registration for Uni. It's a little much right now.
-Zelda
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Day 22: Cheap start
It's 2010! And wow for all that already happened!
Roxy and Laura were in the ski resort, as well as my new friend Diana, her buddy Marc from London, Dan from my hometown with his buddy G.
Resuming:
-Laura bearly aever went out, even though she was without her parents. Roxy to the contrary went every night with me and sometimes Diana too.
-Diana and I have so much in commun. She's more into alchohol than I am, but she always gets me motivated. I'm scared she's not telling me the truth about Jake and I'll look like a total idiot but I'm hoping she does see me as a good buddy.
-I hooked up with a dutch guy for New year, I though he was fun and different to what I'm used to. Unfourtunately I feel like he doesn't like me really but Roxy, and it pisses me. When he took her home, and not me like he should have, I was drunk and wrote a dumm text to her. He read it and later wrote to her: I shouldn't have kissed her. She told me this 2 weeks later though. The next night I saw him and we hooked up again. If only I had known!!! Now I still talk to him and he seems interested but I since she told me I stopped talking to him unless he wants to contact me. How do I show him he fucked up big time?
-Dan told me in a wierd drunk way that Jake possibly said stuff like I slept with him (or close to that) which is completely false. Idk what I'm going to do when I see him again. AGAIN somebody is fucking up big time!!
-Andy called a few times this vacation and I'm very proud of him. I'm starting really to be grateful for our friendship.
-Matt my ex hooked up with a really ugly girl even though he had a girlfriend at home (who he left) and on new year that ugly shemale hooked up with another guy. He was really feeling awful and I enjoyed every minute because at times he purpously made out with the girl in front on me. He keeps getting more desperate?
My starting problems? The dutch guy who's afte Roxy but hooked up with me and makes me stand like an idiot, Jake who probably told everybody, including Diana and Dan, we slept together when it's false. It's really only boy trouble, I wanna move on already!
This is going to be a new year, I'm turning 18, moving out and going to uni. I bet the drama just started!
Roxy and Laura were in the ski resort, as well as my new friend Diana, her buddy Marc from London, Dan from my hometown with his buddy G.
Resuming:
-Laura bearly aever went out, even though she was without her parents. Roxy to the contrary went every night with me and sometimes Diana too.
-Diana and I have so much in commun. She's more into alchohol than I am, but she always gets me motivated. I'm scared she's not telling me the truth about Jake and I'll look like a total idiot but I'm hoping she does see me as a good buddy.
-I hooked up with a dutch guy for New year, I though he was fun and different to what I'm used to. Unfourtunately I feel like he doesn't like me really but Roxy, and it pisses me. When he took her home, and not me like he should have, I was drunk and wrote a dumm text to her. He read it and later wrote to her: I shouldn't have kissed her. She told me this 2 weeks later though. The next night I saw him and we hooked up again. If only I had known!!! Now I still talk to him and he seems interested but I since she told me I stopped talking to him unless he wants to contact me. How do I show him he fucked up big time?
-Dan told me in a wierd drunk way that Jake possibly said stuff like I slept with him (or close to that) which is completely false. Idk what I'm going to do when I see him again. AGAIN somebody is fucking up big time!!
-Andy called a few times this vacation and I'm very proud of him. I'm starting really to be grateful for our friendship.
-Matt my ex hooked up with a really ugly girl even though he had a girlfriend at home (who he left) and on new year that ugly shemale hooked up with another guy. He was really feeling awful and I enjoyed every minute because at times he purpously made out with the girl in front on me. He keeps getting more desperate?
My starting problems? The dutch guy who's afte Roxy but hooked up with me and makes me stand like an idiot, Jake who probably told everybody, including Diana and Dan, we slept together when it's false. It's really only boy trouble, I wanna move on already!
This is going to be a new year, I'm turning 18, moving out and going to uni. I bet the drama just started!
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