It's a pain in the butt being single. You really want a good guy, don't want to jump on him once you spot one (to save whatever reputation) and yet nobody that really interests you shall call you in the evening.
Ah, but wait, I've been like this since January, and I don't want it to continue forever. Can somebody please call me?
I had both my eyes open last night. I don't think I'll be getting lucky too soon.
"Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torments of man." Nietzsche
-Zelda
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Day 18: A bit of optimism
Ahhh before I forget. Everything is fine with Andy now. He talked to me like for 30 minutes at a halloween party (which didn't please Emilia, get.over.it.) and explained everything he was going through since his exams. I have total empathy and he can trust me any day in the future.
I'm also happy to say that Phoebe is over her ex, which makes me happy when knowing I'm not the only single lady here!
Good news is that Roxy is really coming to the mountain resort with laura for new years. I hear Part-T! Mostly because all the other guys there like her, which I find very convientient.
-Zelda
I'm also happy to say that Phoebe is over her ex, which makes me happy when knowing I'm not the only single lady here!
Good news is that Roxy is really coming to the mountain resort with laura for new years. I hear Part-T! Mostly because all the other guys there like her, which I find very convientient.
-Zelda
Day 18: No more Ms Happy & Mr Lucky
OMG it's been forever!
I finally started school again, and once again there was a party at the red club where I saw Jake. Weirdly enough though, I always feel like it's my job to approach him! This time I waited at first, and for some reason he was non-stop with Rose. Like she was even sitting between him and me and she didn't react! She should have noticed something was wrong on her own, like a real friend would, and then do something, like blow him off, or show herself as less interested, for me! I would do it any day for her! I don't know what was going on in her mind but she's lucky if I ever trust her with boys issues again.
Rose wasn't all the problems I had, nevertheless. Jake is a wierdo! I can't believe it's been taking me forever to find that out. I asked a guy friend his opinion on this guy (without knowing him) and he told me he just wants to get laid. So true! No matter how sweet he is at events, he should call me and show a sign of respect. To do otherwise would be acting like a jerk!
So let me say this, think this, and mean this once and for all.
IT'S OVER.
Next time I see him, he better really have good behaviour if he wants to get even smiled to. I'm sick of it. It's not MY job to go and talk to him, to tell him to call me, to visit him. So I've lost my tolerance. I've had it! Go to hell !
"Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness" James Thurber
-Zelda
I finally started school again, and once again there was a party at the red club where I saw Jake. Weirdly enough though, I always feel like it's my job to approach him! This time I waited at first, and for some reason he was non-stop with Rose. Like she was even sitting between him and me and she didn't react! She should have noticed something was wrong on her own, like a real friend would, and then do something, like blow him off, or show herself as less interested, for me! I would do it any day for her! I don't know what was going on in her mind but she's lucky if I ever trust her with boys issues again.
Rose wasn't all the problems I had, nevertheless. Jake is a wierdo! I can't believe it's been taking me forever to find that out. I asked a guy friend his opinion on this guy (without knowing him) and he told me he just wants to get laid. So true! No matter how sweet he is at events, he should call me and show a sign of respect. To do otherwise would be acting like a jerk!
So let me say this, think this, and mean this once and for all.
IT'S OVER.
Next time I see him, he better really have good behaviour if he wants to get even smiled to. I'm sick of it. It's not MY job to go and talk to him, to tell him to call me, to visit him. So I've lost my tolerance. I've had it! Go to hell !
"Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness" James Thurber
-Zelda
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