What did I do? Why must I be so desperate in the absolute wrong moments?!
I invited Jake to Emilia's party as my "guy" and to resume the whole... we kissed and almost had s.e.x.
We got very close by the end of the evening, but till then we weren't as close. Some whore from the table next to us kept going to him, and for a while I had no idea where he was. I found out later that he was talking to Roxy outside, so no worries. So we got really close after my guy friend (who was finally useful) pretended to flirt with me so Jake would come running. It was an awsome night, without a doubt, and he said like 20 times "I'll call you tomorrow". It's monday now, and still no call. What went wrong?
I'll never get guys even if I'm really good at understanding them...
So now I'm waiting for that call, and the more time passes, the faster I'll move on to another guy.
"If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly, our whole life would change." Buddha
-Zelda
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