OMG it's been forever!
I finally started school again, and once again there was a party at the red club where I saw Jake. Weirdly enough though, I always feel like it's my job to approach him! This time I waited at first, and for some reason he was non-stop with Rose. Like she was even sitting between him and me and she didn't react! She should have noticed something was wrong on her own, like a real friend would, and then do something, like blow him off, or show herself as less interested, for me! I would do it any day for her! I don't know what was going on in her mind but she's lucky if I ever trust her with boys issues again.
Rose wasn't all the problems I had, nevertheless. Jake is a wierdo! I can't believe it's been taking me forever to find that out. I asked a guy friend his opinion on this guy (without knowing him) and he told me he just wants to get laid. So true! No matter how sweet he is at events, he should call me and show a sign of respect. To do otherwise would be acting like a jerk!
So let me say this, think this, and mean this once and for all.
IT'S OVER.
Next time I see him, he better really have good behaviour if he wants to get even smiled to. I'm sick of it. It's not MY job to go and talk to him, to tell him to call me, to visit him. So I've lost my tolerance. I've had it! Go to hell !
"Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness" James Thurber
-Zelda
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