Quite a useless, lame day I have behind me. No important work done, nor anything intersting with friends. I saw Phoebe for lunch and bought a microwave oven with Ally (don't ask). When I was with Ally, we gossiped a bit like always, and on our way to the store we passed by starbucks where, guess what, Jake was sitting at. With a girl. (I still have the gay alert activated). I tried to not see him, and I don't think he saw me. Thank God!! I looked awful and I still do because I'm sick and I wouldn't know what to say. BTW he finally is in town and didn't even think of telling me! Oh sure he promises to see me soon. All lies I bet, he has no skills in communication.
He knows how to bug me.
Also, I'm starting to forget a lot of friends. Phoebe I love seeing but our conversations take us no where. I still confide in her before anybody else so our relationship is fine. Roxy is nowhere to be seen ever since she's dating dan, and she doesn't even realize she's loosing lots of buddies fast. Emilia has become almost meaningless to me right now. She's just that person you can always call to have a drink, but soon there will be absolutely nothing to say anymore. Rosie has also disappeared. Maybe I'll know more of her at uni. Wierdly though, she's not close to any of my new friends from uni, making me wonder whether she's as social as she makes belief. Liam and I have talked, but he's almost stopped giving me his arrogant opinions I loved so much! I think he's a little off, and it's more than him not liking Jake. Andy still calls, almost more than usual, and I'm happy things are still normal with him!
Ally and I have NEVER been so close. I can't wait till we're roommates, it's all we talk about now.
I'm feeling like I'll make quite a few new close friends in the future, without forgetting my old ones.
-Zelda
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