So I must get a few things of my chest, in order of importance (the first needing to be said more than anything):
-I must must must end it COMPLETELY with Jake! We were supposed to see each other friday night, and just not to wait alone I went to a bar with friends. At ten thirty he tells me he won't come, having still a swollen mouth and no more motivation. Firstly, I am the motivation for his evening. Secondly, he could have known that before ten thirty. Thirdly, a guy who really likes a girl does not do that to her, no matter what condition he's in. So clearly he is not interested and I must give him up, completely!
-I'm in exams since last Monday, and my first oral exam is tomorrow. I cannot wait to get it over with because I know that then the next step is moving out and changing my entire lifestyle. So I better do a good job at these exams!!
-I have a blackberry now, and so I was writing to Jake, Diana and Emilia from it for the last 2 weeks. Of course I don't write to Jake anymore.
Getting stood up and sitting in the library are the only things going on for me right now. I do get to spend a lot of time with Phoebe, which is at least the good part of these exams!
-Zelda
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