I spent a long week end with my family, only to realise how much I'm obsessed with Jake. While I was dreaming in the car and at night, only he came to my thoughts, yet also with of mixture of other almost-fictional people.
He's always the number one for me, unfourtunately for my health. I hope I can get off this drug. I so so so so badly want to write him or call him, see him and have him hug me and touch me again. It's annoying how powerless I feel, like there's no cure except time and distance: two things that come every month after I see him again and again...
I can bearly hold my hands back from my phone or from his profile. What's wrong with me? Am I there where I was months ago again??
-Zelda
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